Push.

I started this blog in order to express my feelings A lot of previous posts always felt like I had to find something to talk about just to hear myself talk.

I recently, by that I mean 2 months, acted on the decision to change my life. I have always thought of my self as the fat girl, fat cousin, fat sister. Anyway, you get the point- I was fat, physically and mentally. Most of my childhood I was overweight, since about 8 years old. I will be 25 this year.
For the first time in my life,
I am the happiest I have ever been with the way I am CHOOSING to live my life. I joined the gym and I have found it to be the the best outlet!!

So I will be tracking my progress and just thoughts. My brother suggested I start writing a blog. Maybe it can help someone along the way. So much to say, but the words can only be said on writing.